Gloooooomy

my life is now dull....

very glooooomy....

no sunshine..... wheres my sun?

its gone....

my life

my love

my light

my hope

my heart n soul

my partner

my motivation

my life navigator

my EVERYTHING

its gone for good now....

but i still do love you......

| Exam |

Woooohoooo!!!

Exam week.. 2 more papers to go...

Had backache for the past 3-4 weeks now.. But it's just getting worst 

each day especially with my exam now... It's so irritating and the 

weather is so hot which make it even worst! Feel so uneasy cuz there 

is no one single position that I'm comfortable with. I can't stand, 

sit or lie down.. I don wanna rely on pain killers too much, but I 

have to take it if I can't bear the pain! I even lost my appetite and 

mood.. Just don feel like doing anything at all!

I'm thinking of acupunture... Anybody have any suggestion?

~melfay~

| Random |

im now assignment free! yay!! but exam is coming... some updates for last week....

due to stress from college, i decided to visit my friends at ShangriLa Hotel, KL to have a good time. they are a 3 piece band (URB) playing in the lobby lounge. yeah i had a great time there, and also bonding with my sisters. had a good laugh, good music, good entertainment and catch up.... i took 1 or 2 live videos.. can have a look at http://qik.com/melfay86. got to know that Sarita is iPhone guru... so she taught me some stuff on the iPhone.. i was her follower on Twitter and she introduced me to Twinkle which i can easily update my status from there and it can link up to my Twitter and also Facebook! we stayed till they finish and chat... din take pic with the pretty Sarita, but got hold of the handsome Marlou.

the handsome Marlou

Meg wanted to take photos of lights (lampshapes) for her assignments.. so while waiting, i took a full picture of myself! As we were walking around looking for unique lampshapes, we found this!

Check out the size of the lollipops! I know in this picture u cant see clearly… but I tell u, its really HUGE! and…. And….. and….

Don forget to check out the price! Oh My! How can anyone finish this lollipop?

In the morning the same day, when I was in the class, darling sms me… “I bought 1tb hard disk for you.” I was like…. stunned! So I asked, why suddenly? He said its only RM 300 at the PC Fair! I was really happy!! Yay!! Got 1tb hdd wei! I wanted the Golla laptop backpack for few weeks now.. I actually planned to get it on Sat or Sun.. but… but…. Guess wat?? Darling asked, “the Golla bag, wat color u want?” wooohoooo!!! Happy giler!!! Wanna see my gifts from darling?

my 1tb external harddisk

my Golla laptop backpack!

After buying, he said… not nice also the bag… ughh… I only saw 2 designs… this and pink with flowers. I use this to go to college, then wat if my outfit clashes with the pink? Then it wouldn’t look nice, would it? Moreover black can go with any other color!

As theres a submission on Monday, and darling had work to finish, so I followed him to his clients office to work on my assignment on saturday. The internet there is like super fast! Haha… and I was surfing most of the time rather than doing my assignment! But still, I did a question for half a day and then I realised it was wrong and have to redo! Haha… so I did 1 question 1 whole day! We reached there about 1pm and left about 11.30pm! so basically my whole Saturday was just doing assignment in an office environment.

Sunday…. Was supposed to stay home to finish up my assignment… but I ended up shopping for groceries at Tesco.. and then bugged darling to bring me to PC Fair! Believe it or not, I have never been to PC fair! Haha.. I even poisoned Sarita to go! Well, its like sardines and night market there! So packed and noisy!!! Especially when its coming to the end of the day, everyone was like screaming “lelong! Cheap, cheap!” I was there for at least 3hrs! and… bought Golla bag and laptop cooler for Meg. Darling, of cuz he bought some gadgets.. 2 remote controls… to control him to go shower .. hahaha nah… 1 is to control his pc, it works like a mouse.. and the other is the control 15 types of electronic items in the house. Can control ur TV, Astro and stuff like that… how cool?? I bought a multi function printer from Canon.. its only RM199!

So much for staying home to finish up assignment! I only started doing at 11pm! Then went to sleep about 3am... lets not talk about assignment.... *teramat sungguh meng-geramkan*

enuf of crapping for now.. =)

***is it only my eyes or wat? why do i see different color fonts in this post? but i set everything to black..!!! and its not aligned! ughhhh! and... is this my longest post? hmm...... ***

| Lazy |

i know my blog is lack of updates again... but it was a very busy month for me.. i don even have enuf time to rest for 2 weeks in between.. 

darling and his family shifted.. before they shift, every weekend we were at the new place to clean up, install lights, install table(handmade by both of us), painted a bit and wash the house. as darling's working time is not fix, on weekdays have to be there when people came to install airconds and plumbing and all that crap. it was as if im the one moving in there with him..... (we were both very mad at some ppl, wonder what will happen when i really move in and stay there. makes it as if it was the hotel, never help anything xcept rubbish comments n buying unnecessary stuff) anyways, darling moved in with the help from my dad's workers... it was a bigger place for everyone, even his dogs... but his 4 dogs had to stay behind to avoid fighting with his sisters' (so-called educated) dog. enuf of complaints.. =)

next up was the BFP lab test thingy i went thru end of March... it was a freaking confusing module.. who on earth created that module is really..... a genius, but y do we have to suffer learning all that crap? i don think we will apply all the things we learn from that module in our lives... y bother? its bcuz thats the procedure for me to get my freaking long degree!!! im so tired of studying! DON EVER ASK ME WHEN IM GRADUATING!!! i really 'pantang' that question! so yeah... i was busy doing revision, not quite much, was still busy with darling's house.. the unpacking and painting up the patches from his dogs in the old place. 

i was supposed to board a plane to London on the 3rd of April! due to my on going class, assignments, tests, and exam, my trip was cancelled! my ticket was burnt! no refund, nor changing the date! ugghhH!!! i really missed UK.... i was the one who made noise wanna go,  but end up tak jadi! but wat darling said was right... studies are more important than holidays. i can go holiday anytime i want after i finish my studies... UK is not going anywhere, but my degree is... don waste any more time and money... i wanna finish it once and for all! can fast forward time? forward till the day i graduate! that will be just puuurrrfffeeectttt! (i know i will complain about working someday)

celebrated CLiy's and Jess's birthday, too...! well it was almost a month in between.. we had a great time for both occasions, i believe... wurve you girls... muakks!

| emo |

respect... manners...

wats with the young adults nowadays? don they know wat is manners and respect ? 

i was brought up in a family where it is a must to call my grandma, dad, mom and sis whenever i come home. i was also taught to call all the aunties and uncles if i go to anyones house. this is wat my family call repect... and also manners in general.. until this very second, i still has that habit of calling all the elder people in the house.. 

some people might think its annoying? i dono how and why... but i feeel its respect. 

Scenario:

A was in X's house. B was A and X's friend. but B came to X's house to look for A. B did not enter X's house nor call A but just flash light into X's house. A immediately leave X's house without saying bye to X. [X has someone elder at home that time] 

wat u people think of the scenario above? please leave some comments to let me know wat u think of this. 

| Stress |

i have submitted 1 assignment yesterday... one more to submit on 25th! and i have yet to start the other one.. =( every single time when its time to submit assignment, i will surely have backache or neckache or migraine which pain till wanna break kinda type! the doctor said its due to stress.. so each time when assignment is out, i keep telling myself that i will try to do it way before its due.. every single day, "after i eat, i must try to do a lil" or "since today no class, i should try to do" but this 2 statements never come to reality! at the end, i still wait till very last minute to finish up the piece of work, which leads to all the pain till wanna die comes!  

please do not ask me general questions right at the very last minute! i get this every last minute! i expect questions but not those general where u can find or google it yourself to get answers!

although i have submitted one of my work yesterday, but i still get those aches today! please help me!

 

anyway, something to look forward to, "AWLTA @ Genting"!!!! my dearest LF is coming!!! 

i noticed that my blog is full with words, no photos.. haha. so boring to see only words! try to take pictures to blog next time!

| Crap |

wat the heck am i doing now?? 

im writing here instead of my business plan? 

i need more words for my business plan!!!!!!!!! 

im wasting my words here instead of my business plan!!!!

key terms are easy to come up with, but i cant think of the whole sentences! kill me ! 

Vday

my previous post was about how im gonna celebrate vday... but it turned out abit different than what ive predicted. after blogging went out for lunch with him.. had McD's... then came back to my house and watch tv.. then i decided to cook for dinner.. steak. i went to get something from OneU and bought the stuff to cook.. then he wanted to find SenHeng to buy his TV. so we went to Selayang Mall.. when we reach SenHeng, looking at the rundown shop in the mall, he din wanna get it from there.. and we found out that SenHeng is actually the same with SenQ... he wanted to go to Tesco KD to get his TV but i told him to go later or next day as the beef in the car would get bad. then we came back home... marinated the beef, then watch tv again... till it was dark and i start to cook. i only cook the steak and made green salad. after dinner he still couldnt get over his TV and we got nothing to do so we went to Tesco and he bought his TV in less than 15mins time! back to home watching tv again til i fall asleep....! thats my vday! doesnt it sound like old couple?

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15/02/09

i made reservations @ TenJi awhile ago.. and this day finally arrived.. i was excited to go hearing all the good comments from people.. wondering how great or special it is.. reach there, had to queue 10mins even i had reservations.. the place was nice.. but i was disappointed as it was nothing great bout it.. the variety of food is not as wide as Jogoya. the service was also not as good.. u had to queue up to get that popular palm size fresh osyters as they open and wash it right in front of you... they don put out the coconuts as well.. u have to queue up or open ur mouth to ask for it.. as they were kept inside. they offered Haagen Dazz icecream. so being malaysians, knowing that it is expensive icecream, the queue was superbly crazily long! theres nothing more i can say about TenJi... it wasnt great at all! i still prefer Jogoya... so peeps who missed out the promotion @ Tenji, don worry... u din miss out much.. 

New Year?

Happy Chinese New Year

honestly, whats so great bout this holiday? to me, its just another Sunday.. reunion dinner? yeah it was ok.. 1st reunion dinner at this new house. steamboat.. im quite proud with myself actually for hosting quite a good steamboat dinner. other than the dinner, 1st day went to Klang to visit my dads cousins' house and also my aunty at WangsaMaju. well, its just another Sunday to me... nothing so great or special. the amount of ang pows collected are decreasing year by year. 

house was so quiet the past few days.. ms Oon and mr Oh went back to their hometown.. therefore the noise in the house is reduced by 70%! ms oon, when r u CUMing back to your 2nd home? mr oh, was just here. he came right after he came back from his hometown! he misses DPC as well! 

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specially to you.. 

yes i read your blog. i din know u blog at first. then i saw from someone elses' blog. and out of curiosity, i check it out. good job on the renovating of the layout, but some suggestion, change the font color cuz its kinda difficult to read with this existing color. 

i wuv u too... but no, im not ready to call "it" quit... hahaha the result for it hasnt shown now .. im not willing to quit just yet. just make sure "it" doesnt spoil the our friendship.. =) 

Pissed Fay II

wth? its a freaking group thing...!!! and u r depending on me alone? cant u freaking understand wat is needed to be done by ur side instead of depending on me??! every single thing u have to ask and i have to explain from AtoZ, 1to10? ugghh! 

funny how u think i was talking bout u.. now, thats a disappointment.  get the facts right.. don just assume. thanks for letting me know how u feel towards me.. 

Pissed Fay

FUCK u la! giving me all the shit! y don u do all the work?